i just... don't.... know....

how to follow bethany dean's blog. i'm sure it would be wonderful if i could ever read it FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE! today I fell asleep for only one minute and in the one minute of sleep i was talking. i said hi to someone who was leaving my room and don't remember it at all.
Anthony Bourdain's newest book, "Medium Raw", is my new favorite but i lost it. sucks.